Day 2

Its amazing the changes that can occur in a day. Today started off sort of like day 1 did. I was sitting down eating food reading game material and then i thought you know what i'm only going to read material or listen to stuff before bed from now on and spend the day in as much social interaction as possible.

I went to do my laundry and got a set in on the way. I don't really remeber what i said to opened but i ran a short set with her and closed her....still @ close.

I opened 2 more sets when i was in the process of doing/waiting for my laundry. One was this cute girl that worked at a video store i was bitching out when i passed the store then i said fuck it and i went in the set went well but the girl turned out to be 16......so i ejected. Another girl i opened and started getting in set with but i ejected because she looked like jail bait too.

So i get back to the house and start talking with my roommates, seems like this is when the switch took place. I got on the phone and just started calling girls, i really felt anxiety at first but then i literally stopped caring, i really didn't care about the outcome at all, don't know how that happened. I got in touch with one girl and went on a Day 2 with her right there on the spot.

It was fun she showed me some cool stuff in the city, her cousin was there too. I did that leading kino that my natural friend always does and it was working good. I could feel her attraction for me. She wants to take me to this club with her on friday, i'm looking to seal the deal with her soon, maybe tomorrow. Shes a really sweet girl.

I get back home and start hitting the phone hard again. Everyone is studying since test time is this week. I call numbers that i don't even remeber and say that i have no idea who this is ect it was fun and funny and the interactions all went good.

The girl from the other day also wanted to meet up but i missed her since i was out with the other girl i think i will meet up with her today.

I could of called it a day but i still had 2 more approaches left to do. So i go back out sort of late and hit campus i see this sexy girl in gym pants walking towards me and i opened with out hesitation. She seems thrown off a bit and i use a direct opener saying that she seemed like someone i had to meet. We kept talking and the vibe got really good. I hooked in good and held very strong eye contact with her, i felt very calm and good in that set. We finally exchanged numbers and msn information hugged and were on our way. I'm looking to set something up with her tonight her ass is amazing.

I get on campus and run into a girl i know from the international programs. We talk for awhile and i can notice a huge difference in the way i'm coming off. Everything is flowing naturally, i'm calm and relaxed, i don't care about an outcome and i have a serious abundance mindset going on. I set plans up with her to do something at the end of the week. I find my last set and use the default opener i've been using. Transition right into vibing. I'm so relaxed and comfortable that i think its keeping the girls there. I make strong eye contact now as well not like yesterday when i would flee my eyes, today i kept them right on the girl in a really confident way. I number close her then head back home.

I got online and talked to the girl from the previous post (girl that got raped)...shes back home now and we talked and i told her how i never felt such a fast connection with someone in my life and she said she felt the same. She misses me a lot and i miss her a lot. Were making plans to see each other soon. I love connections like this, its just like my friend will say....bitter sweet. You enjoy the connection so much its real, its life, what life should be about...having lots of wonderful deep connection relationships with people. The sad thing is though is keeping the fire lit, seems like once u put yourself out there and show feelings etc some girls will turn away...its like ideally i want a girlfriend that i can just love and have all to me but i know those same feelings that feel so good will result in the destruction of the relationship

maybe i missing something here. A lot of this seems like relationship expectations/management skills that i don't really have now so i'll do some reading on this if anyone has any ideas please share.

Today was an amazing day and i'm keeping it up, tomorrow will be another great day.