I dream big

Been here sitting around tryin to do homework assignments and just been half assing it not wanting to do it. Seems like there so many more things to life. I feel so lucky to have the mindset i do at this point in my life. (i credit this to myself seeking resources which have been amazing, the pick up community, tyler durdens work and transformation of himself, and of course to a friend that always seems to expand my reality in whats possible) I remeber when first coming to college being asked what you want to do with your life etc and in my mind i could feel this trapped feeling like i only had a certain amount of options i could answer with like i was within some sort of frame work. Deep down i'm thinking, hmmm what do i really want to do? I want to have fun, i want to have the most fun possible with the time i have on this planet and do what i want to do when i want to do it. I want to be free. This didn't seem possible though, so i picked a socially acceptable answer and felt incongruent saying it. So i walked around with this feeling of incongruence pretending to really be siked about something ,a life that i didn't really want to end up living.

So once poker was introduced to me, like a whole new world opened. Its like the answer, freedom and i find it really fucking fun to play (obviously shit goes bad at times but i'll accept that as my boss happily over any real boss in some 9-5 job that i'm a drone in making someone else rich while way they live there life of freedom because my success barriered ass lets them.)
Its like poker is this amazing thing.

So i've made the decision that, thats how its going to play out for me, i will play poker for a living, i'll do whatever it takes to make this happen, its either this happens or i die in the process of making it happen. I probably should be posting this in my poker blog but i'll probably just make this my universal blog from this point on.

My plan now to dedicate myself even more is this

Daily - Play a min of 8hours, review 10hands (5 of my own) on 2plus2 day (read the hand then in a note pad write down what i would do and why before reading responses, then review responses, then save hand to discuss with coach, once my opinion becomes better i'll post my response out on the forum) and make at least 2 videos a week of a session to have coach review. I'll also save hands i have any confusion about to post on twoplustwo and send to my coach. I think this is a good plan and should really improve my play. I'll field it see how it works and i'll be willing to do whatever else i need to do to reach success.